abah ku
Monday, August 3, 2009 6:07 AM
today is a fucking shit dayy .. today i didnt go skool cause i wanted to acompany azura go see her arua atok .. and at 6.45 my father woke me up , cause he thought i need to go to skool ... dhen i told him uh about the azura thingy thing uh .. dhen he just leave me alone , dhen when i woke up , i quickly go search fer my baju kurung cause it was 8.15 ! and azura told me to meet her at 9 ! i was liike very the hurry .. dhen i could not find my baju kurung so i was liike so " peng " .. haish , so i msge azura , i told her i cant make it , dhen she said nehmind .. so i went to sleep again ...
till my mum came home , and she woke me up she told me my father had difficultly breathing , i tot it was normal .. dhen i go bath and so on .. dhen umi , mak busu and me took the taxi , well to make it fast .. dhen after we reach at hospital dhen take temperature .. bla bla bla , dhen i need to wait outside .. so i wait bout 30 mins dhen my mum called me to go in , and we sat near the fever zone .. and i told my mum i wan to see my father .. so my mum ask the nurse thre fer permission ... n they said alright ... when i reach at my fathers place he was liike no more hope , he could not breath , they gave him the oxygen thingy thing 4 tiimes alreadi , his face was totally red .. and i could not take it so i cried and cried , haish , he is an asthma patient since 2002 , his asthma makes him have an heart attack .. haish , n tat makes me more worry . dhen after my father took the 4th tiime , i mean the oxygen thingy thing dhen he was quite ok .. and he was admitted .. when reach at his ward .. he was quite breathless .. after waiting fer the docter , it was liike so damn slow , they are liike taking their own sweet tiime .. i feel liike kicking theiir ass ! mmmm , when the docter came just in tiime my father was so damn breathless .. and they gave himm another strong oxygen thingy thing ... and he was liike complaining his heartbeat is damn fast ...the docter said its normal cause he took many of the oxygen thing .. after things was ok , the docter have done their things .. my mum , makbusu and me sat near himm , he was liike half dead after all the things .. and few minutes later he slept .. and while he was sleeping he cried .. i tink its because of the pain and lately the probs tat we are having .. haish actualii at the ferst place my father had a fever last nite , dhen my mum suggested saying tat he shud not go to werk the next day .. but dhen he still went .. and my father is the type who cant tink tat much as in stress up or cannot get angry easily , it will make his asthma attack come ..haizz .. n my bro make himm angry in the morning .. at the ferst place my bro didnt wann to go to skool , he perangai uhh .. dhen he have to go cause my father force himm too .. well even i tot he went to skool dhen in the end i found out from my mum tat my father saw himm taking number 9 .. n dunno he going whre , well he was supposed to take 222 .. hmmmm .. haish .. many things happen laa ... my life is full of ups and downs .. and it really sucks .. haish , currently my parents applying fer house .. SUMPAH ! HIDOP AKUU MERANE , AND AS I NOE EVERYTHING HAPENS FER A REASON .. wat i can do is bersabar dann terime aje laa ape yang sudaa terjadi pada diri akuu dann keluarge akuu .. and so i have to learn from tis time onwards ..haish .. im just hoping tat my bro wiill change .. mmm ...
btw peeps ! if i didnt reply ur msge pls understand .. my prepaid is currently low .. hmmmmm .. and azura thxs fer being thre fer me ((: she makes me smile ...
( the picture is my father , he was so freaking tired after so many hours of breathless )
n missing awel . haish .
